Rollin' down ....

Rollin' down ....
Dec 15, 2008 1:03 pm216 Views
and down I went. It was during the few months I was drugging all the time, that I discovered Adult FriendFinder. Well, technically, I didn't discover it. I woke up one morning, after 3days of being up, and high, to the phone ringing. It was the bank. Calling to ask me about a charge that had posted at 2am, to my debit card.It was a charge from Adult FriendFinder, while I was asleep. I asked the Meteor about it. At first, he denied knowing anything. Then he confessed. He had signed US up, as a couple. At first I was pissed! Then I started thinking about the idea of having sex again. The thought of it made me tingle with excitement. I knew he was a cheater only a week after the wedding. I was at a point with it, that the cheating didn't violate me anymore, it was more about the constant lies. So finally, I was going to get laid! Practically a dream come true! I became the 'voice' and face of some stupid, unintelligent screen name like HrNyCpL123456. Whatever. I hated the unimaginative name he had come up with, showed he had no personality. But, I did. I would be able to be myself, I was safe behind the computer screen being who I am, and if he got upset, I assured him I said what I needed to in order to get US laid. Actually after six years of marriage, I think it was the first time he didn't get upset when I mentioned US. Prior to that, it had always been him, then me.Instantly, I became a regular in the chat room, showing my face on cam. Just about every night!I chatted with all kinds of people. It was great to be funny, sexy, happy....But I was still pretending. When it came to questions about him.... I pretended.