The next few weeks...

The next few weeks...
Nov 14, 2008 12:15 pm160 Views
I spent the next few weeks, preparing to move back home with my parents. His parents wanted me to come and stay with them. Part of me was grateful that they were still as gracious as ever. Another part thought... that is another way the Meteor can keep tabs on me. I didn't know what the right thing was, to do. After about 4 days of the no-contact order, we had to meet for mediation. I was strong-armed by the 'boys in blue' to take him back into my/our house. He promised to not become violent, and they made me promise to not antagonize him. What the fuck?? He threatens my life. Tries to choke me out. AND I DESERVED IT??? That's fucked up. But I had no where to go. So I had to do what I had to do. The alternative was to be kicked out of my house on base, since he was the military member, and was not actively living there. So yes. I took him back, into my home. Our home was being watched closely by not just the neighbors, but the police as well. I didn't feel safe. But he was numb.