Awkward is right!

Awkward is right!
Sep 12, 2008 11:05 pm323 Views
After the experience with Chuck and Joy, the Meteor and I, if this is even possible, grew further a part. I wanted something in my life that exerted my sexuality, without breaking my vows, but that I could be proud of, that I could call my own, that would make me feel worthy, and beautiful. So, I began doing something I believe I do well. Giving sex advice. It started by me going to a home demonstration. As a wife, I LOVED hosting home demonstrations, for everything and anything. I like entertaining, I like socializing, and I like getting all of my friends together, to hang out, meet each other, to widen the network of friends. I went to a home demonstration for women by women. It was essentially, a toy party. (I'll leave the company name out ... because well, I no longer represent them, and well, I didn't ask to use their name here, so, whatever). So I went to the demonstration, and was impressed with how the company was set up and all. I decided that night, that I would host my own party, see how it goes. I told the distributor, that I was interested in learning how I could do, what she does. And with that the journey began. I invited everyone I knew. Even people I was barely acquainted with. I sent out around 100 invites, figuring only about a quarter would actually show up. Now something should be said here for the size of my house, first and second floor combined... my house was around 1100 square feet. The day of the party, I was cooking and cleaning and preparing. At 6 pm the demonstrator showed up and began to set up her table with all the 'goodies' on it. At around 630 my guests began to arrive. We were scheduled to start at 7pm. By 7:05, there were already about 45 women in my house. STANDING ROOM ONLY!! It was a hit. The party went on until the wee hours of the morning. I think the final order was taken at 330am. It was a success. Based on what the distributor told me, she earned well over $2000 from my show, that was hers to take home! I was amazed. Though everyone did not place an order, I booked 6 shows, and still had about 56 orders in, from my show that I hosted. It was unbelievable. I quickly got familiar with the products from the order form, so that once I got my kit, I'd be off and running. But, that was an issue. I needed money to purchase my show kit, and the Meteor, wasn't exactly supportive. He said he supported me, but did he really?No, not really. I borrowed the money from a friend for my kit, and asked the Meteor to try some things out with me. So I would have a basis to tell people how things worked. He always said he would. But he still didn't want me. That hardly mattered. I was able to live my sex life vicariously through other women. Women whose husband's devoured them. Husbands who wouldn't leave their wives alone. Husbands who enjoyed sex with their wives. It was a double edged sword. Hearing these stories about how this product worked, or how that product functioned, was great, but I wanted to devise my own opinion. I became a bit jealous. Wondering what was wrong with me. What had I done, to be forced to live a life of unwanted chastity. I will never know, really. But I learned a lot about sex, and was able to teach women about their own sexuality, things they never knew about. The women thanked me. But moreover, their husbands' thanked me, for teaching their wives to enjoy sex. I am proud of that, because it is so important.